Whether I blog or not, the reason for my blog still does exist. Sometimes I feel psychotic; little arguments and neurotic moments I have in my daily life as a writer sometimes overwhelm and consume me. Other moments, I feel incredible clarity. I don't really want to share all the nitty-gritty behind the book because what is behind the book is me, and, really I am not all that interesting... or am I? See, neurotic moments.
I digress. The very poorly yet lovingly written first draft of True Grace pounded out in just under a month, a flood of passion and inspiration, is now behind me. It is better than the original first draft of the novel but this work is still far from being done.
I live an exciting life, one full of discovery and wisdom that only God could bring out. This story exudes the life lessons I have learned and triumphed through. It is a product of the lessons I have learned and therefore, anyone who knows me, really understands me, will understand why spiritual warfare had to be the theme of the book. The story is getting better and better, full of richness and flavor that is a privilege to write.
It is a novel, a work of fiction, but it is also an expose. Based on the real life discoveries of the triune part of human (flesh, soul and spirit) and a life lived as a Christian, the story exposes the reality of the spiritual realm, God's design for it, and the part that humans play in, well, humanity and history. But it is so much bigger than that! It isn't just a story, it isn't something that is to be read and shelved; I want it to act as a catalyst for people to desire to discover the reality of what the story is about - the Creator of this universe!
I an excited about not just the story, but what I have been learning in real life that will translate into likable, admirable and inspiring characters. The plot has morphed from a good idea to an action packed and dramatic suspense ride. I am excited to share it, but in due time.
The story moves forward, every day. Though always a joy, it sometimes feels like I am wrestling an invisible enemy. It's hard to keep plugging along, but I do, even though it is difficult. And hopefully, like diamonds and pearls, all this pressure, time and "darkness" will produce gems and pearls worthy of the term priceless. So, I continue on.
